New babies!!

Well my friend in Ontario who has been huge encouragement to me throughout trying for a baby had twin boys today!! I am so excited for her and her husband!! They waited 5 years for this!! I know Evan and I are coming up to that mark soon and know that we will one day have our kids!!

Thanks Mari-Anne for your love and support

We will miss you

One thing that makes us sad is that two wonderful ladies will never get to meet our children.

My Grandmother passed away a month ago on December 8th she was 84 years old



Today we lost another wonderful lady, Evan's Oma She would have been 78 in February.


We will miss these two ladies very much!!

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A friend has made this for me, as we all have hopes we will have our family in 2010

Hope

So I remember doing a sunday school topic in December and I remember being frustrated because I had 9 kids and they are all under 5 and we had to work on the songs for our talent show and also I did a lesson.

The Lesson was on Star bright, I picked it as I knew they would know what stars are. Well there was a vs in it, and I have always said I wish for kids, but this vs confirmed for me I need to do more then wishing I need to HOPE, I have hope that I am going to get children this year! I am not going to wish anymore I am just going to hope each day and hour, that I will be blessed from our holy father with wonderful children.

There is a big difference in wishing and hoping, isn't there? In wishing, you have no reason to expect it to come true, and in hoping, you have every reason to expect it to come true.


I think my social worker is on holidays right now still, as I have not got any emails back from her. I am off to call and see when she comes back

Denise

Whats on my mind

So I sit here and think what is on my mind.

I wonder when our social worker comes back from holidays

I am disappointed in our JR hockey but also happy they got silver, but they let the Americans win.

I look at our blog and see tons of new visitors so I want to know if you read it let me know who you are. If you want to Lurk thats okay..

I watch the biggest loser and hope I can get motivated from it

I spent time with my niece tonight and to watch Evan play with her was tears to my eyes, and how much we both are ready for a child and how I know we are both hurting from not having one.

That Evan's Oma will get better, we just lost my grandma and now his is in the ICU in bad shape. So Please Pray for her.

The snow, holy crap we got alot of snow over night!

A job at the ski hill, they are looking at someone to run the rental shop, it could be fun but it could be a pain in the butt to. So I dunno, how much money I would make if I did it.

What type of pictures I should take tomorrow

That I am sick and not feeling well at all

That I love my new Iphone and my brown blanket!! Its so warm and soft

How I long for a baby and to be a mommy

I agree

To get something you never had, you have to do something you never did.' When God takes something from your grasp, He's not punishing you, but merely opening your hands to receive something better. 'The will of God will never take you where the Grace of God will not protect you.' Something good will happen to you today; something that you have been waiting to hear.

I received this in an email and I really like it, I never do forward these along but I do think its true and its speaks for us, we are not being punished with infertility we are opening our hands to receive and give a home to a child who needs one.

Keep looking at photos 365 Challenge!

John 16:24

Jesus

Today I come before you and bow before you Lord God and I ask Lord Jesus in your name that you bless us with Children God almighty. Lord I stand before you!

In your name Lord Jesus we ask this

Amen

John 16:24 (New International Version)

Until now you have not asked for anything in my name. Ask and you will receive, and your joy will be complete.


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Denise